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Gosh! I'm so damn happy now!
Wanna know why!?

My crush accepted my Facebook-Friend-Request! :heart:
Now, you may think that that's nothing special, but you have no idea about him....(and me, actually....)

I have to admit, that I'm not AND I MEAN I TOTALLY SUCK good at flirting..... Want to hear an example?
Fine. In grade 7&8 I had a crush on a boy in my class. We never talked much, so I was really happy when he sat next to me in computerroom one day. Stupidly that was the day our classphotos had been uploaded. (I was ill that day). So, I wasn't on the picture, looked at it, and said to the guy: "Hey, you're wearing the same T-Shirt today!" He turned to me with a disgusted look on his face, answered a very slow yes, and..... sat down somewhere else. So, that's that.

But I have another story that needs to be told. In year 6 I fell in love with a guy named Max. We were on a classtrip together and I got his phonenumber etc. So we were texting throughout the whole summerholidays and on the first day of school I was surrounded by my friends and actually everybody. They were laughing and curious about everything. Well, I didn't think much about all that (loveblind, probably...) and so it took me some time to figure out that it was a fake number and that I was writing to a couple of his friends, loughing about all of my texts......

So, now you know that there is no good base for love and me, don't you? :crying: Even I myself thought so.

But then, in grade 8, I really fell in love with a guy named Marian. He was so damn cool and he liked me, too. So, one could say I was pretty lucky. But, neither one of us had enough skill (lol) to make the first step and so....we stayed friends. Then, I did something stupid. Posted various facebookpost with him tagged. He told me that he doesn't want that and so I stopped. But then, I forgot. We had to change classrooms and I wrote a protesting post, tagging my whole class. Including him. It all ended with him unfriending me on facebook, me trying to refriend, him blocking me, him moving about one year ago (that had nothing to do with me or facebook :) ) and me finding out that he deleted his facebook-account. That broke my heart. The first term of this year was totally horrible. My marks were superbad and I was completely down and depressed. Everybody was saying bad things about him and he quickly became a phenomenon, and it broke my heart whenever I heard his name. Later, I thought I got over it and yesterday, when I was stalking my new next-schoolyears-classmates on fb, I thought: Why not look for him? So that's what I did, and I really thought there would be no result. But there was. A black and white profile picture. AND HE STILL LOOKS SO DAMN HOT! *wow* So I sent him a friendrequest. And checking my facebook bout an hour ago-HE ACCEPTED!

Now I just don't know what to do!


I can only hope that that's no fake account! :3


The Toad in Love
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Somebody (yeah, same somebody XD :iconchicora-san: )asked me if I knew the Cup Song. Well, I really must admit ̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶r̶̶e̶'̶s̶̶ ̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶o̶̶d̶̶o̶̶u̶̶r̶̶ ̶̶i̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶h̶̶e̶̶ ̶̶a̶̶i̶̶r̶̶ ̶̶a̶̶n̶̶d̶̶ ̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶h̶̶i̶̶n̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶l̶̶o̶̶o̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶l̶̶i̶̶k̶̶e̶̶ ̶̶s̶̶h̶̶i̶̶t̶  
I did not until today when we had to form groups of "experts" and "students" in music-class. I've been in a group with Katharina (I'm gonna call her Kaki for the rest of this entry (and from now on, whenever I've gotta mention her) because that's her nickname), two boys, Aaron & Mike and Nicole (The girl with the curliest hair ever seen @.@ )
Kaki was our teacher and when lesson's over Nicole & Mike were able to do it (well, not perfect but ok ) and me and Aaron were like, not-being-able-to do it properly and yeah. So, I heard her talking to another "expert-girl" (Maike) lateron, and she (Kaki) answered that "two are able to do it and two -Rebekka & Aaron- aren't." (For those who may not know, I'm Rebekka! XD ) And I was like "Gosh! She's such a liar! XD I know the beginning! It's clap clap, hit cup 3x !"

And now, to proove that I'm not not-able to do the Cup Song I'm no training -AND GOD! IT'S HORRIBLE!-

And to my special someone (no, not really my special someone! ) :iconchicora-san: I will not be doing a video! ......(I think)......
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Somebody, (yes somebody :iconchicora-san: ) asked if i had an instagram account. Yes. I do have one. And I will link it in this entry. So follow me! (or not)
I don't really like uploading photos to dA (don't ask why,idk XD ) so I created an instagram account few weeks ago and well, here it is : instagram.com/rebsiepra


Well, that's all. :3

Have a nice week-end! :)
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Yup. Life sucks. At least mine. I've got a whole lot of work to do, but i'm way too lazy to start any.
Well, holidays are. Today first day in school and my teacher tells me to do my presentation tomorrow. Yes, fuck. Haven't done anything by now. Well, al last I have a topic! :tombstone: And yes, some people don't. But it gets worse. Before holidays we were told to do a map for history. UNTIL NOW, I WAS HALFWAY DONE. BUT MY FREAKING FUCKING ASSHOLY USB-STICK IS BROKEN! :rage: I CAN'T BELIEVE IT?! WHY ME?!?!?!?!?
And I've only got 3 days to go.... Well, actually two..... FUCK.

*perhaps I should tag this as violent*

Well, if I survive, I'm going to submit something...... *don't know what, but who cares, I always break promises.....*

Yeah....


OMFG, MY LIFE SUCKS.

BYE:
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Yup, it was! :)

My mother found a pair of John Lennon-styled sunglasses behind the kitchen radio and I made my wear em.

And, guess what?

He TOTALLY looked like Kamaji from Spirited away. :3

It was so :lol: ! XD
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